Timing is Impotant!

 

I am eyeing a camera that I want. I had already previously been on my mind, but before I could do further research on it, my interest in it waned.  Despite this, my interest in it was revived because probably something had happened.  Encounters depend on fate, and sometimes, I get the feeling that I was not specially meant to have an encounter, but I did. For example, at the book shop, (he certainly is a bookworm ne! Our Jun-kun ^ ^) the book that I picked up without much thought will affirm what my thoughts are, and the contents will seem to say “ Hey,this is ok!!”. This kind of encounters, to me, are important.  At the point in time when I find things, I am very happy as it affirms that the feelings that I have are not wrong. Even if one’s trusted friend introduces him to a person he likes, if he doesn’t have a high opinion of himself, he will not be able to meet her.   I think you must have the right timing. To me, the most necessary thing is to have the right timing coming at you.  Beforehand, I thought, “ I must find this thing~~~!!” and I will look for it closely and stick my antenna out, but recently, I will not go all out to find it. 

 

When I have an encounter after a long time…

 

Previously, there were some people whom I acted with in doramas who were hard to deal with. Maybe to them, I was also hard to deal with.  But, when we get the chance to act together again, we become good friends. Surely, as time goes by, and I get to see many other things and my thinking also changes as well and hence, I will probably become able to understand the other party better.  But for the friends which I have known for a long time, my impression of them since I first met them has not changed at all, basically.  There is this one person, when he was in secondary school, he was really noisy during class and I disliked him, but now, we are great friends.  Why are we such good friends? That guy is an idiot right? (laughs). Previously, he would get high for no reason and would be as noisy as an empty can.  But now, he is a friend whom I can tell him “Hey, your voice is irritating!”  And it can be said that my impression of him is still totally the same as before. He is just as self centered. (laughs).  When my friends have problems over relationships, I will tell them “ If its ok, why don’t you tell me about your problems.” And then, after a while, I will get fed up and say “ so what do you want to do in the end?” and stop the conversation. And then the people around me would think “ Ok, no choice, you want to stop talking cos it must be boring.” Therefore, we can do it cos we are friends. These are friends from before, even as our circle grows bigger,  at the heart, there are these people who I can hang around with and be happy doing stupid things. Because we are on the same wavelength, when we are together, we are probably the most comfortable. 

Spent the past two days rolling around in self-pity about my lost job. Thought abt the other job offer and I decided that I didn't want that one either cos it didn't feel right. So.... I'm back to being a jobless Arashi fan....But now that I've decided, I feel much better and its time to pick myself up and move on. I will continue to look for the job that I like. Thanks, all of u who gave me some words of encouragement... FIGHTO! uh!!  \m/